Rollercoaster

I feel like I am on a roller coaster and I can’t get off! The oncologist just called and said he would like to do another utereroscopy before they proceed with the “big surgery”. He thinks that they can go in with a larger scope and get some samples that they can use for the biopsy. I much rather have this procedure done than cutting open my chest! I just hope that we can get large enough samples to get an accurate diagnosis. I am trying my best to keep my head in the game but it is getting harder and harder. I think that I do really need to focus on one day at a time.